February 2012
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You guys
the other night
I was sitting in a cabin on a farm by myself watching Supernatural
and I was watching “Houses of the Holy” and I was crying
and I had all these FEELINGS
and NO ONE TO TELL ABOUT THEM
DO YOU SEE WHY I NEED YOU TUMBLR
all I could do was make inhuman keening noises to the empty night sky
it was not satisfying
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TUMBLR I LOVE AND MISS YOU
By all the stars in the universe.
oh my sweet heavens
I love you all.
I had a bad day involving not speaking to/see another human being for about 23 hours while also having no cell or Internet service, getting lost (twice), failing at parallel parking hardcore, getting lost again, and seeking solace in McDonald’s. And then tumblr is like, one message, and I was like, sad face.
BUT THEN
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So remember that time I said I'd have sporadic...
And then have had it pretty regularly since I left home?
Well, today Plan: No Plan takes me to bumfuck, Georgia, where I will not have Internet or even cell service. I’m going to try to go into town (about 20-30 minutes away from where I’m staying, it looks like) at least once or twice in the next few weeks, but don’t know when it’ll happen.
BUT I LOVE YOU ALL AND WILL...
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commotiocordis replied to your post: captainragtag said: NICE TRY. (Besides I’m too…
Still a brilliant universe. I like every single character, which never happens. Many of its fanworks (it’s v notable for AU/reincarnation fics) count amongst the best I’ve read (and that’s in 10 years of fandom), so highly recommended on that alone.
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captainragtag said: NICE TRY. (Besides I’m too satisfied by Merlin right now to come crawling back to Supernatural.)
Haha, it was worth the effort. In that case, I’m sorry for the Supernatural feels you are bound to see all up in your dash when I blog. I have a lot of them, And I’ve been told to watch Merlin by like twelve people. Is that a thing I should do?
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captainragtag said: Some time after he brought about the apocalypse? The whole drinking Ruby’s blood thing really creeped me out. Then I decided to stop watching but ended up watching most of the next season anyway because it’s hard to stop. I still follow what happens.
Ah, okay, so sometime in seasons four/five. Yeah, I always advise people to stop watching after season five anyway, because...
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okay too many fictional feels today
Dusky telling me about her head!canon with Jo and Dean having a fucking family and everyone being happy and I am literally sobbing over my atlas instead of figuring out how the fuck to get to Georgia tomorrow
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captainragtag said: haha, yes. It was pretty frustrating. That’s not why I left though. I could handle the lighting, just barely. I could handle Dean-hurt because he’s easy to roll your eyes at even while you love him. But I couldn’t watch any more Sam-hurt.
Understaaaaandable. When did you stop watching, out of curiosity?
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daavo said: I figured there would be a lot more activity on my dash if he was back lol. But there are new gifs. Are they from a promo?
Yep. I didn’t see the promo though because the livestream I was watching cut out. Also, I try to avoid promos so I don’t idealize future episodes because the disappointment generally stings too much.
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captainragtag said: if it lasts, maybe I’ll start watching again.
No don’t. There is only pain here. And not even the good kind like seasons 1-5 where your pain meant something. I promise, the slightly improved lighting isn’t worth it. If it gets to be like season one quality again, then you should come back.
…Wait, you care about the lighting quality of this show?
...
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daavo said: Was this Cas’ episode?
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH no
Do you really think I would have the capability to be even relatively coherent if Cas was back? :D
(the answer is no)
No, Cas comes back sometime next month
Tonight it was just a serial killer and his demon loverboy being all Dean/Cas paralell-y.
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So uh about that subtext, Mr. Edlund
(spoooooilllllerrrrrs)
Congratulations on giving us the evil mirror twin version of Destiel, and having them dance around, ‘tis much appreciated.
Also, to whoever was in charge of this shit, excellent visual paralleling of Cas’ initial entrance in the demon-summoning scene.
Also also, thanks for all the Sammy feels, I really needed something to fill this hole in my chest with.
machinatemporis:
Now THIS, this is supernatural.
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Well, the lighting's improving.
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captainragtag:
fiercedandelioness:
captainragtag liked your post: Finished Mistborn
Why do you like this. I am in paiiiiiinnnnn.
#no really the ending just tore me open and ripped out any internal organs I had left
^I enjoy your pain. My organs have been ripped out and stomped all over too, and now I am nothing but bitter, and I sit here and cackle at others’ misery. But really because it...
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captainragtag liked your post: Finished Mistborn
Why do you like this. I am in paiiiiiinnnnn.
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thoughtmonster:
“If only, if only,” the woodpecker sighs, “The bark on the trees was as soft as the skies,” As the wolf waits below, hungry and lonely He cries to the moon, “If only, if only.”
Finished Mistborn
my
emotions
my poor broken emotions
I swear (by the Forgotten Gods) that if I ever meet Brandon Sanderson, I am going to punch him in the face and then hug him while sobbing into his shoulder
the man is an evil genius
evil I tell you
Lucifer, you're my brother and I love you but you...
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Okay so in Half-Blood Prince Harry talks about having a reptilian(?) monster in his chest that reacts to stuff having to do with Ginny.
I have one that reacts to fanfiction (and actually just normal-ass fiction). There is a ravenous beast where my heart should be and angst makes it wail and claw at my ribcage and fluff makes it get all warm and purr-y.
captainragtag:
fiercedandelioness:
captainragtag said: What are you talking about, posts like this are like food and drink to me, that’s why I asked. :D Do I read Tamora Pierce? I dunno. Was Alanna kind of good at fighting? Was Numair a little scholarly?
…I think I might be in love with you.
❤❤❤❤❤
#NO IT’S COOL #WE CAN BE CREEPY TOGETHER
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D
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captainragtag said: What are you talking about, posts like this are like food and drink to me, that’s why I asked. :D Do I read Tamora Pierce? I dunno. Was Alanna kind of good at fighting? Was Numair a little scholarly?
…I think I might be in love with you.
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captainragtag asked: So Abigail. Just how many feelings *do* you have for Kelandry of Mindelan?
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“You are the Protector of the Small. You see real people in the humans and...”
– Tamora Pierce, Lady Knight (via songofthelioness)
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Employer-Person: I really hate people who sing along to EVERY song, it just gets really irritating.
Me: *sinks into seat and trails off into silence*
pratfall:
dont like people or you will get feelings and die
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Things that happen when reading Mistborn:
overwhelming desire to casually consume bits of metal alloys just to see if you can burn them
overwhelming desire to learn Eastern street slang
overwhelming desire to rip earrings from your ears and run screaming
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My evening, because fandom
get recommended angsty Destiel fic
cry in kitchen while reading first chapter
enter employer
explain why I am polluting her house with saltwater rivers
explain what fanfiction is
retreat to room
consume obscene amounts of day-after-Valentine’s Day-sale-candy
contemplate getting Firefly tattoo
continue to read sad fic
take a break by reading a tutorial on how to write kissing...
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theknightofthelaughingtree said: what about that and serenity?Hmm…I dunno, I thought about getting “serenity” done somewhere — the word, I don’t think I want any picture tattoos — but I really love that lyric a lot.
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iamtheporpoise said: YES. I am in favor of Firefly tattoos. You just have to...
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That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.
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Important Questions
How do you explain to someone that the reason you are sitting in their kitchen sobbing over your computer is because a fictional character died and not even in canon but in a fanfiction some anonymous person on the Internet wrote and still come off sounding like a rational human being.
Especially when said someone has no idea what fanfiction is.
“YOU’RE A WINCHESTER. NOT A LOSECHESTER.”
– John Winchester probably said this at some point. (via borgiabutts)
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What if I got “you can’t take the sky from me” tattooed on the inside of my forearm.
What then.
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Roommate/Space Husband apparently tried to overcome her fear of No Face by watching Spirited Away (for the first time since she was twelve) and liveblogging it on Facebook.
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